I have been exploring a lot on these social media websites lately. I think I am searching for something that doesn’t exist anymore - no, it isn’t love. Being the person I am, It’s kind of difficult to make friends unless you meet me in person. A lot of people pre-judge me because of how i am portrayed through a camera and/or blog. One thing I have always hated is lacking the ability to morph people’s perception of me. This leads me to pose a question to myself…do I really want to?
Another thing that sort of anger’s me is this stupid random ass shade-throwing that has been coming my way lately. First and foremost, none of these people know my life at all. Second, I have done nothing for people to tell me they dont like me or that I’m irrelevant. Whats the point of telling me that I’m a whore or that I’m weird. I am me and I am free to continue doing me. What really gets me is when I am constantly nice to a person and i keep getting shat on. I dont play around like that and I will never play to the extent that these people have abused.
I am a very sensitive person and I really dont give a fuck that people think thats weak or that it needs to change. I like being sensitive, it shows that I actually give a damn about the human condition and the well-being of others. So pardon me if I dont jump into your random and vicious cycle of verbal abuse. I could see if you actually liked me but that’s not even the case. I say all this to arrive at a point. Be nice…or shut the fuck up and keep it moving. I dont have time for these bull shit ass games. GROW THE FUCK UP!!!