I don’t know how to say what I want to say to you. It’s a really simple task but every time I work up the courage to speak to you, i feel my insides burst and my tongue disappears. I have never felt this way about someone and I don’t know how to react. Sure I have had feelings for others before you but never like this. It’s funny because we have never met but somehow I know you. Just one look from you and everything fades into white noise. Hearing you speak your mind; the way you feel, the things you think, the past you escape daily and the future you have planned makes me want to be there for you all the more. Sadly I am insecure and over think everything. My greatest fear has become you and that in itself is a remarkable duality. What may puzzle you is this idea i have of how much I don’t deserve you. Soon the truth will escape from the prison within my self. I only hope that things will either change drastically for the good or stay the same for the better.